First Entry... About me...

Well, here I am. My name is Mary and I am a neurotic 44 year old artist who is trying to learn to love God and myself while letting go of what is holding me back from being happy. I have severe depression and anxiety issues that I have had for most of my life, on top of dealing with MS (and VERY little health coverage)...  Anyhow, I have begun two journeys. First one: I have asked God to become a part of my life recently, after YEARS of being a naysayer and saying that He did not exist. The second journey I have begun is that of adding an herb called ThunderGod Vine (tripterygium wilfordii ) to my diet. Check out www.thundergodcures.com for information, please. I've been taking TGV for about 2 months now, and I am learning as I go about the effects, which have so far been positive. It's given me more energy than I had before. It is also quelling my anxiety and depression somewhat so far. I hope and pray that with time I will be fully healed. Pharmaceuticals and therapy had been no help. Well, this blog will be my journal to track my progress on both my spiritual journey and my journey with ThunderGod Vine. For the record, I have been using a heaping teaspoon 4 times a day, and I mix the powder into food & drink each time. I also take aspirin with the first dose of the day. I will post a new entry each week telling how things are going.